Tuesday, March 8, 2011
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Although I realize that my readers probably beginning with the "emancipation to" get tired, but I must say a few words by 8 March lose today, because he is simply too important, at least for one half of humanity, but differentiated considered, even for the entire humanity. The International Women's Day has its origins in the socialist workers' movement - he was committed first time in 1911 and today celebrates itself, namely its 100th Birthday!
It has improved since then a lot for the better for women, but there are, especially in global terms, still much to do, so that all women can live on Mother Earth in freedom, dignity and self-determination.
- for women's representation in politics and business
- against prostitution of any kind, because they m. E. do against human dignity and especially in women is a huge potential for violence is home to what many free unfortunately never notice. (for example, is Freud's "drive theory" has long since been disproved. Sexual crimes are not of a kind of "driving jam" out committed to ensure that every criminal police is now compliant. Is it always about sexual power.)
- for equal educational opportunities
- against sex or sexual mutilation - against forced marriage - against all forms of violence MoM. Women - against stereotypes in education, advertising and everyday life
- for freedom, justice and solidarity
Friday, March 4, 2011
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"If the residents of an area, be it a single village, a tract of land or a series of contiguous territories that have indicated by unaffected made votes that they do not want to stay in the association of that country, which they immediately member, but want to form an independent state or belonging to another State do, so this request should be worn. Just this alone can prevent civil wars, revolutions and wars between states effective [...] If it were possible, every single person to give this self-determination, so it would happen. "
- Ludwig von Mises, Liberalism, Jena 1927, p. 96
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I found a party that represents a number of concerns and interests of mine, and that is the Violet. Yes, it is now time for spirituality, and this for a spirituality that has a real "grip", not for an unspun, unrealistic esotericism.
For not only the feminism interests me - after all, I am a woman - and I think it remains a centrally important issue in the world, to our detriment widespread patriarchal culture.
We women are in German speaking countries "for equal work," with the same or even better! " Qualification still 1 / 4 - earn 1 / 3 less pay, we would a just and appreciative pay. But too few women in muck - unfortunately. Old parental roles can not be shaken off so easily. Poverty is mostly female - especially among young, single mothers, but also in older women, retired women, as mothers who were allegedly not working and could acquire as little or no pension rights. And in my generation still was the blatant gender discrimination, that a high level of education for girls would not be worth more, especially female people would care anyway all men, and later as a wife.
There is also a universally male-dominated sexuality to women - assigns a subordinate role, as well as a physical character role - in all media. In the popular media is the woman either cleaning power, busy with raising children or to gain it, men (optical) sexual pleasure, regardless of their own needs, such as a need for personality, for recognition of their achievements and skills. What would men feel comfortable about it, they would be in the same level always reduced to their testicles?
is still widespread in the World: Sex = the interchangeable product woman. = Man that sex for women could also mean, does not occur. Allegedly because nobody wants that. Interesting thought: If women naked men are supposed to be so ugly, why they want it then anyway, to incorporate in the truest sense of the word? I find that blatant contradiction. I want my body nothing but "ugly" can actually expect as far as I can say. Since I would be that stupid.
"erotic shows" there is a long time. I laugh at myself spherical, as always, the same absurd and me to death is boring stale cliche (semi-) naked Ware woman, nicely draped, super-styled and best with a hollow back or passively lying for him to ogle and to use on Best yet from behind, ie from the side of the body from where the Klitioris not sitting. Orgasm for him especially his performance! to confirm they will only get through the ape-like Gerammle up as this, the average bloke is obviously very great before. He is the Spirit and the Maker, she, the woman, the low material and the non-maker (-rounder) - and are the old manor-nomic relationships, at least in bed, restored. In any case, suggest that most sexual positions and sexual performances by women.
However, we can appreciate women in Europe are almost happy. In African countries, female children, without any anesthesia, at one of their most sensitive parts of the body sexually mutilated for life, so they are forever him sexually - and wants even though the African man "using" like several female human, regardless of their own desire or not desire. Use, use, farm animals, have a use, exploit and use someone ... Ihgitt these connotations drive me crazy ....
The cute and emancipated men, frequently originating from Scandinavia, may forgive me my words.
human rights . Worldwide, the human rights of countless people are injured elementary, below that are, unfortunately, millions of children being tortured, for example, by police officers or soldiers or sold into slavery or prostitution. Children to torture and willfully to deprive them of their childhood, is particularly reprehensible in my opinion.
But even adults are victims of torture. have this Western society ought to Europe to centuries of witch trials identified that have statements that are made under torture, no value. Each victim tried anyway, to escape the schmerhaften situation and says what the torturer wants to hear (what perfidious an afterlife or exclusion from further pain, unfortunately, usually not allowed).
I'm considering joining a human rights organization as well.
What we live but privileged in Germany, if we look globally, despite Wirtchaftskrise that may appear to some so-called third countries almost laughable, given his or her life circumstances.
But the environment, nature and wildlife conservation I feel is central. We should leave our egocentric and anthropocentric perspective that purports only we had a right to this world. The selfish use of resources, pollution of water, earth and air hurt not only ourselves, but also many human generations to come. The selfishness and forgetting a healthy environment for children and grandchildren are a disgrace to humanity. The enormous pollution level, to highly industrially processed "food" means food plus countless scandals, undisclosed "small" nuclear margins, do the rest of affecting the health of all. And if I 'all' write, I mean "all of us that we are living beings" and look not from the standpoint of a speciesists. There are also more and more social stress: isolation rather than extended families, Arbeitslosgkeit, degradation, lack of meaning and real joy.
kick Furthermore, I for one animal rights, they are also central to this planet. The torture master, renowned for their wealth, "extremely important" publications that bring no benefit, but animals do to terrible tortures are far away from any ethical principles. I want to be touched by any doctor, if possible, the same numb in animal experiments could handle. What kind of person is this, a schizophrenic or a psychopath?
place every day instead of a great extinction of species and it is constantly so on, with a huge speed. Moreover, animals maimed and high birth machines are grown (the patriarchy can again greet pretty!). What gives us the right to use animals in this extreme form of exploit and use. "Commercial animals", the word alone makes me, as Günter Grass once put it, almost vomit, "I can not eat as much as I want to puke," he said. That's right, I feel it too.
We are the Crown of creation, have written any male ass once. And the crying in the animal experiment laboratories, is at kosher butcher shops and miles of cattle shipments continue - without the empathic response. The suffering of animals speciesists not interested. But speciesism, racism, capitalism and sexism Beitzen all have the same root, namely the self-centered, self-overrated, inflated sweatshop mentality of the majority of people in patrirachal dominated societies. In matriarchies there were not already own this artificial separation between the main spirit & matter. Everything was in the affirmative, the spiritual and the physical. There was nothing Low, nothing that was alive, that was despicable. Life was not only a duty, not just work or the urgency and the overvaluation of material wealth. The life was celebrated, because life was the wealth!
That makes me sympathetic Aristotle, who once said that the soul is the living. Not Descartes, with his saying, which generations of callous specialist imbeciles provoked. Not "cogito ergo sum", but "ama et fac quod vis!" - Love and do what you want! Although this set of Augustine is, in its essence it is matriarchal once lived. The whole sentence expresses life, love and Affirmation from.
But i mmer further searches for separation into male-dominated societies, rather than after connecting things, for things that can build bridges, bridges between peoples, between sexes and between species.
In my studies I read, incidentally, that this is whole, quoted in many media idiocy of the differences between men and women, popular science, not durable nonsense. Numerous empirical studies have not been proven that, not even the differences in language and mathematics are real, but some misguided inventions. Although I've never even thought of such differences, I was surprised to read it, which means that these "scientifically based" claims conscious lies are actually distributed.
So, I was again digressed a bit but here they are:
spiritually means to us, primarily the welfare of all be required to be. It is said to emphasize what unites rather than divides them, to act in love, tolerance and responsibility, and the Divine in all that is seen.
We seek a social order that are in self-knowledge through individual spiritual development, compassion, helpfulness, creativity, open communication, ecological thinking, free elections, freedom of intellectual life, humanity in the economy, equal rights and equality between men and women and tolerance at the top . We know that every human being thinking only of his awareness booth, feel and act can, so we bring against all understanding, which, however, we vehemently oppose any form of violence.
Since the earth for all people, the place of development of higher consciousness, we are committed to the protection of nature on all levels and the responsible use of the earth a.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
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I do not know why so much negative is going on this week, I am beginning to get doubts and start to a superior destiny to believe. Do we have an absolute free will of man, are we really the sole shape our lives? Or is he who was still the same (Augustine?) our soul, our verknüft divine itself, even with that, they corresponded with each other and there would be free will, but also a parent's will?)
This week is the only one I would have had the learning material, repeat time for my exam next Monday ...
Or is it unconscious self boycott? No, ds can not be, after all, I do not have my queen prompted me today at 3:10 am in the morning to wake up and my Sophie is not ordered to-night pass noisily umpteen times in the apartment.
before yesterday night I could not sleep. Was fixed and all. Before that blared four days running my hangover in the morning between 5-6 clock and wake me up too early every time. And since he has not done for long hours, let alone for four days in a row.
Tonight I was awakened by my kitten to 3.10 clock with a piercing scream that pierced through the ear plugs - Since I'm awake, since my whole family shit immediately came to mind. It wakes me Lilly otherwise one probably. only 1 or 2 times a year, or never! I already feel physically ready before I can even start the day right and fight depression. Amazing animals, really. What did I ever was that I my cat yesterday morning beat up this boy, I spanked him really whether his repeated tyranny, the butt. For a slap with the newspaper or a water jet him not impressed. If both cats are not so old, that is almost 14 years, I would deport them to the shelter, but I bring it not just in my heart. Had tried several years ago to teach my cat who is very demanding and attention-seeking, where a pensioner, the time and inclination, has only to mother him all day. He is a 1-person autocrat cat. Then he would have been happier than me anyway, because he would constantly be mothered and showered with attention, as well as against permanent carried around, he would not have the very slightest, but would enjoy the intense. But unfortunately there was no one who would want to have him. My female is - mostly - only once this week not exceptionally easy to clean.
want all people all the time have puppies, because they believe that only had the ability to learn and only bind closely to them. This is not just very selfish, but also rubbish, an incorrect notion that only puppies or kittens connect to a fixed or only the youngest would learn everything. My old dog years then 9 fxierte still absolutely on me, all the other people did not interest him. And all he had to know and can (and this was much, including housebreaking), he got within just 2 months, as many young dog needs much longer do so.
My dog threw up today for the whole night and went into the apartment. All beastly smell and my new red carpet was completely polluted. I was able to clean when I first got up. Sophi is very sick today. Hopefully it is just an ordinary gastroenteritis and no Mediterranean or other nasty infectious disease such as parvo or similar (even dogs get some time). She was not vaccinated, except for rabies. It also has no Mediterranean check. And the woman I had 220 euros for her, for the alleged charges ... pure pleasure. Because I accidentally learned recently that so fly small dogs for free. In retrospect, I was struck on, correctly, that had for three dogs and two transport boxes only ... Oh well. My next dog when it should again be a will not be from abroad, I've already made. For it is always risky, what they bring in from diseases and some such as leishmaniasis, for example is certainly applicable to humans. Furthermore, I do not have much financial backing that would allow me to make too many expensive tests / make treatments.
My family charged me the time to intensively and I experience the old shit from back then now again, my 30th Birthday, the time in Sttgt, my 40th Birthday, the loss of my friend, my father and the years in between. All not very nice.
the job interview I have yet to meet this week, I had to and would like to apply, I would have to continue learning, I had to deal with Strato repeated. Then two more courses began for me, of course, as I learned in the short term, also in the week. When else? English course as well this week, but I was able to cancel without problems. This I must look at the Klausurort before, because this is a huge area and no house number. here, just a name. I move that the last possible day for it to tomorrow.
And other excuses I hear only cheap, banal Justifications, never a "sorry", "I did not want to hurt you" or something of that nature Vllt. I would wait in vain until my last day on it. As a psychologist, wrote in one of her books: "One pig can not get a veal and if you are still struggling so much," Never. Letting go is hard.
And my energies go steadily downhill. I'm tired. I should learn. I should turn off. I should and should and I can not yet.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
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rupture of contacts to my sister and her offspring:
Vllt. I'm overwhelmed with the Lernerei a little too much sitting alone in my four walls around. I would like to have more contacts, a lot more socializing, not mail or phone only. But hardly anyone visits me here. Sepp had it in 3 weeks vacation failed, although the S-Bahn stops me in front of his house. 3 or 2 S-Bahn stations behind P., where I live (depending on the S-Bahn), each is too far ... It reminds me of my 40th Birthday when my oldest brother, who then lived in Munich as I said when I asked him to kl. Inviting private celebration: It's too far for me to you, despite the car! Thank you! That was it. What the hell, then I put him on ice, so icy, as he had just behave myself. I was then approached him, the contact was restored. That's because he, 14 years older than me, of my mother and explained the scapegoat was excluded from the family, along the lines of who resists injustice is wrong. I wanted to form their own "opinion" of him. I ended up doing. There was no reason before, that he suddenly did so, perhaps It was his revenge from jealous childhood, I do not know. But I'm not a doormat, but I was too good.
my 30th Birthday I spent alone in a hospital, Sttgt, no one came from my family visit me, although I was four months away from home. No one was interested in me as I lived there, for example, and with whom I "celebrated." But all they want to be so nice to me / always have been and have loved me so imemrzu. What a joke.
But my nephew, they were able to play football several times by car from Stuttgart. That was not too great a burden. And for my mother there would have been a train. At that time she was still vigorous.
But my round birthdays are only prominent pillars are symbolic for all the rest.
The unconscious seems to many to associate with that time. Or - there is a kind of fate, in addition to the free will that you own it.
insight, regret / apology from my Herkunftsffamilie (total) is not expected. Therefore, I had already once with the middle 30 J. for 13 years the contact stopped, to my entire family of origin and I will do it again today, at least for now time for my sister. R. is obedience to authority, as was her husband and how her daughter is well. At the probity of authority, such as parents, Doctors, etc., should never be scratched, and if the excuses are so stupid and obvious and in part produced succinctly what is in proportion to the way you sometimes brutal towards me, behaved so cruelly. And the interest of my sister I think probably more normal behavior to be or to please her mother, fed less out of genuine affection and genuine interest in me. Sacrifice they do for all old people who have lived their lives almost. Although I would sacrifice not required, just a little more affection, more support, sometimes. Just as that's just in life, that one is sometimes weak and would need other people, at least a little consolation.
me cry a lot, the last day that I never had. Everything I experienced emotionally now, after again. I remember that I as a child psychologist / social worker, teacher, or at least would have been in a children's home in order to give all the ungelilebten young people who love and support I even missed.
Of course no one 100% good or 100% bad. That is what makes it so difficult sometimes to distinguish themselves. I had again tried to get with them a common basis.
. But also justifies the niece, as well as my sister, any conduct of my decades oh-so-poor, pitiful umaufhörlilch mother and my niece and her mother's behavior toward me. back off I should always, not the other, never
That my mother her life was built on three pillars: all wegzulügen However, the responsibility always to move to other and oozing self-pity to sink, because every little thing, see, they do not want. When mother got me when I was 35 years, not even a doctor for example, as I lay unconscious in the apartment. But even if she coughed twice too often, they run immediately to a doctor - could even put something bad behind it. "Thou host scho ausgschaut as death," she said at the time - and let me just lay. And saw my body full of get up with bruises, because I had apparently tried again and again. She did nothing, did not lift a finger to get medical assistance for me.
Everybody makes mistakes, can make mistakes, but there are limits. Some things go too far is too cruel and brutal.
Even when I lost my friend of 34 years, since he died, my father in the same period, lost my job, lost for the first I still Ind.Kffr. training completed and the panic attacks that were so severe that I hardly left the house could still, I received neither comfort nor help from anyone. I was all alone, I could talk to anyone. I often thought, why do not deaf and dumb was born, but agreed it would have nothing ..
If I only wanted time to talk to someone who had, I had to call hinerherzulaufen. And after days I always was alone in my apartment, but sometimes had to speak with someone un dmene sister called she said almost every time after about 2-3 minutes of the call: "I have to dust off now!" Or "I now have my closets ! give " End. And they left me alone. And what I tatäschlich completely pushed into depression, "You are to blame, everyone is forging his own happiness!" It hurt so unendlch. I have therefore caused the panic attack itself was fault that my father and my friend, then my best friends are dead? And as my mother the next day after I put the whole drama to an end, wanted to with her friend again in the apartment of mine showed up (they had at that time still a key, because it was her apartment), it told her friend in this state me: "You do me net sorry!" Why? I had not asked to pity me, but also not about to miss me in this state, a symbolic slap in the face. A woman, who had helped so far always Integratin in the family. I would have only got a little help or want to express myself. I also had anxiety especially after my job was gone, one probably my mother's rent. times 1 Months to pay wojöglich not. For I was then very carefully. But there was no, well then you pay sometimes containing a little later or something of that nature sent the ambulance
me two days later, a friend who accidentally called my mother and her friend were there - and allowed me to be simple. But pumping out the stomach, it was already too late. And I had not recalled that both were there.
My mother is now trying to do maybe a little good, but she never said that I was partly responsible, that was a mistake on my part and I'm very sorry. Nothing like that. Perhaps, however, they will not only think it, and yet another relative for Contacts have someone to taking care of them with, something that may as well be the case. The subjects I do not really know. And as they say all the time weglügt everything unclean (in small or large), repressed as Freud would they possibly not know.
other day was a celebration of a relative of my sister, all she took with him, our mother also, even their friends - only I was again ruled out the hurt. Yes, they did not know that I would do with ...
My sister was about 1 year of depression, for several months. Her father helped her, her friends (who she met through her father in the house), their 2 children, I also, my mother. We all helped her, comforted her, they built mentally again and again, gave practical support, such as cooked the neighbors, their friends, mostly for them. Since she had yet to recall how would have it, they would have had anyone she could just get a kick from the other .. How would have felt comfortable then?
But it also would include repentance / Entschuldigugn, then one probably could. a common and equal basis found. But no you do not. Did I deserve to have me under constant churn of those? Why and what I have done that except that I'm "there"?
And the bad guys always the ones who are trying to fight back - never the perpetrators. Well then. Let them kiss my ass. I do not need them, without them I lived anyway even better. My own mother has been a lot of problematic practices and views that I do ncht well. Undso I have to as well as my sister and her family repeatedly referring new injury because of their absolute intransigence. And I'm tired of running behind other forever and after calls to "shall" Interested. Me any more.
I slipped into a depression, the conception date was yesterday also respect ncht. My family makes me sick. Makes my life me sick. I come out again, but right now it lacks me much that I could give Lebensfeude.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
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My mother said the day before yesterday said: "Because he has done to you so sorry," because of his bad life he has led for nine years before that. No, but because I liked his character and he just loved how he was. They understand not, they do not understand much, unfortunately.
How much he would fit into my current, small Wuselbande - he and Sophie would love. Oh, Amadeus and I were a super team, we got along without words.
quite different humans with each other, we understand not so much in the other. Too bad. Walls, boundaries, fences, distrust, rivalry, criticism and others do not accept the way they are, confusion, disorientation. Terrible, our expertise lies mainly semiotic often fall short of those of animals. Pets wrong with each other before. They are smarter than people sometimes.
Amadeus, Amadeus, my little friend. Way you are! Whether I ever see again? No, I do not believe it, I am No New Age woman.
Take care less Wuselschatz!
Sunday, February 6, 2011
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Spontaneous made us this Sunday morning we set off for Ibind , to me previously unknown small village near Hofheim in Unterfranken. Situated on the north-west of the Haßberge on the border of Upper Franconia, to me this area was previously only known from numerous visits there the ruins surrounding (Bramberg, Rotenhan, old stone, Konigsberg, etc.)
A lot of activity there was in the market at the inn "Faber-Räthlein" in this rather isolated area. Many exhibitors pigeons, rabbits, pet birds, quail, and of course chickens, you could also stock up on all kinds of accessories for animal husbandry.
As a small souvenir to refresh my "green layer" flock of chickens I've brought these two 13 weeks old chickens. So I really hope they are both hens. A mixed chicken Konigsberg / Araucana in gray and the other magnificent specimen with a hood is probably a mix of nondescript Araucana chicken breed with any hood.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
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Albert Schweitzer is one of my great heroes, not only because he was extremely versatile - namely, theologian, philosopher, Bach scholar, virtuoso organist, organ specialist, Tropical doctor, architect and author - but especially by his to have lived through and through real motto "respect for life" , not only in human life, but also against the creature. All life was sacred to Albert Schweitzer.
In Lambaréné, Africa, he was not very merciful to his human patients, but also to his animal patients and companions that are there, on whatever way had been found, whether monkey, dog, deer, pelicans, etc. Yes, of lying on his back, he helped beetles back into life in which he turned them carefully. Even he did not suffer from cut flowers, as they proved in his opinion, too little respect for the living as such.
held Prior to working in Africa, he at St. Nicholas Church at Strasbourg Sunday sermons, and sought by means of this influence on his fellow men to win them a degree of ethics, respect and compassionate treatment and care before any life . mediate only brotherhood between the people he considered inadequate. Not
he criticized last great philosophers, including Plato and Kant, our fellow creatures because they looked just as busy things and not as independent, sentient beings. Descartes not only from any sense of them even spoke, and it was the raison d'etre of the animals is that they for man sake available here and for him are what science is indeed still see today - and the animals accordingly as "animals" used and consumed like any simple farmer that does well and handles, as were the animals created only for human tick and possess no right to their own lives. For Schweitzer is the Ehtik to infinity erweiterete responsibility for everything that lives.
But there are so many ways, wrong ways, detours, forks, wrong paths and false companion and a culture that constantly hammers us: Buy! buy! was gutausehend! was slightly (thoughtfully)! is individualistic! believe in yourself! only if you can not afford much, then you are somebody! consume more, then you will happy! Buy you a bigger House, a faster car, you'll be happy!
And while the people sit in their square cages and dare not come out, not even to their neighbors do not dare longer to fall out of the crowd and actually be an individual, why should they be exempt only from the whole waste who has manipulated him who they are today and where they are today. Consumption &
be attractive and the setting blank & separation with alcohol, drugs or (television) to drive consumption. No thanks, I can not and must not have been at the end of everything.
Oh, if the day had only 40 hours, it would much easier to create. Where is all the time? Oh, if only I could succeed even to return to my inside out - finally.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
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Now that the days are getting longer, even the plans for new garden year's at.
Ca. 30 varieties of tomato plants will be planted this year, raised and planted itself and each of the tomatoes is planting hope well that this is a better summer than 2010.
I am especially excited to have two new tomato varieties that have not been too long on the market, which usually made only in Germany sometimes speaking of hearsay from him. blue
The variety Bosque promises well for the first time a "Blue Tomato" to be, it deserves the name. A growth of Ohio's the kind OSU blue P20, which when fully ripe one hand would rather be black, the flesh inside is however more reddish.
Thursday, January 13, 2011
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Unfortunately, even for a week now disappeared with a lot of rain, the snow here in Maine anyway rather mild, almost entirely. Here are some pictures of our "grouse".
can After an unusually long period of moulting, on Althühnern and now begins the beginning of laying the chickens finally chicken eggs for human consumption, but also fertile eggs my breeding lines available. For more information visit http://www.blaue-tomaten.de/ or in the new online store
Have fun in the deep snow had our "Trixi" Norwegians just a half-cat ....
very robust in snow and ice, our Silkies, if not there the evil birds of prey ...
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
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a study by the University of Bielefeld :
And what, unfortunately, been found has, the higher self economically locates someone, so the better it is people in this country economically, the less solidarity and compassion to bring them, because the more comprehensive and more write-downs are with them, compared to almost all other groups! So the richer, more a social-human can say, that knew what the 'vernacular' has always been.
My study gives me great pleasure , although I read more and need to study than I had imagined. But my endless curiosity, my information and educational needs are best met this way. Well, the bad, 'performance unwilling' work ... uh unemployed No, I'm not unemployed for sure.
am I also volunteer time and again committed to animal welfare and social.
I am enrolled at a distance university, since last year, I can organize my day itself, to live out my unbridled enthusiasm for learning, enjoying my free time (always less), and my freedom. And also develops and expands my circle of friends, so I'm not having to rely on colleagues really to have social interaction.
I no longer need external impeller, which requires me, as I get my life on the line and what I have to do and to have them. I am free to live myself, and this is the fairest and most precious thing I have achieved so far. Life is short, what I need, can and will, I know even at the very best.
The dumbest, I could do was to hire me for two years, far below value, in a lousy and lousy paying job at the Bavarian LH. Never again, I say it! Since I got there my liberal, rebellious spirit could not completely hide, even though I had seriously tried to prolonged is not my contract. This was a godsend, a dispensation from 'above'. Should I
by studying (for reasons of devaluation in middle age, are seen to have anything and they instead to the 'Old Iron' demoted!) Do not get interesting and decently paid work (part time), then so be it. For me and my animals, I can always provide adequate and appreciate my life & enjoy. And who knows, maybe I am laying it again but still write books, what I plan in principle a long time.
So, that was essentially in the new year. That is, my little four-legged "shag" would I can not mention. The little girl is a treasure and I can not understand that people they have treated like a disposable. But the baby was lucky and ended up with me - and by a dispensation from 'above', namely, originally I wanted to give back a so-called problem dog a home, or at least is the opportunity for such, after suitable training and confidence building. But my 'new family' is the most unproblematic pets I ever had ... Yes, sometimes it is just different from what people think.
and all non-human animals
and myself
a beautiful and worth living in 2011!